Dear God, I Hope You're Amused.

Right now, God is in heaven and looking down at me. He's rolling across a cloud back and forth while laughing and pointing at me. I can just imagine him doing that right now. Well God, I hope you are amused and pleased with yourself. I'll admit, I'm finding this a bit funny as well.

Today, I started to wonder if I was the big ole P word - you know.. pregnant. Foods were suddenly too salty. I started smelling things no one else seems to smell. I suddenly can't stand the thought of consuming some of my favorite foods. So naturally, I thought it might just be possible. And since I have PCOS and my periods come pretty much whenever I feel like it, it was entirely possible that I could have been. After all, I haven't had a period since April.

I figured hey, my blood test includes a pregnancy test so I'll know on the 15th if I am or not. No sense in worrying over it until then, right?

So just as I get done having an entire discussion with some friends about how I'm feeling and my "symptoms" I decide I need to use the bathroom only to find that my monthly whenever it feels like it friend has come for a visit.

It's proof that God has a sense of humor. He's watching and he enjoys a little drama and misery every now and again.